anti-prose. random matter.
attempts at self-preservation....
Published on November 17, 2005 By crimson In Blogging
In case anyone didn't get it before, I have some anger issues.

While I'm not outwardly upset, I allow alot of it to boil inside, and often have to bite my tongue than go postal on some unassuming person. Usually though, I try to prevent my anger from erupting by eliminating probable annoying scenarios. Then I generally blog about it here.

I feel that I must apologize because after attempts at writing for days now, the best that I can come up with is this: I blog about the same damned thing over and over. Bloody neighbours. Useless job. Fight with the twin. Money concerns. No lovin' action.

Mygod. Then I have the audacity to put out an apology blog after realizing that my last 3 months worth of blogs are very similar to the previous 3 months. And so on. And so on. How cyclical of me.

So, effectively, what I'm trying to state is that nothing is different. It's all the same. I would only be wasting energy trying to come up with something new, when there's nothing, really. You'd be better off to check my archived articles.

Please forgive me. Don't boot me off the island.

Comments
on Nov 17, 2005
typical case of blogger's block. it's happened before, even to the best ones. sleepoverit.
on Nov 17, 2005
Sounds like you need to do something kinda radical kinda crazy to break up the monotony of your life.

I don't know what you like to do, but pick something YOU HATE to do (as long as other people are involved), and then do it.

I promise it will give you tons of new things to write about. Like if you HATE highschool football games. Go to one.

If you hate going to the grocery store on a certain day (uh, hum Saturday) then go on that day.

(Just an aside, I had a 70 something old hag shove my cart with her cart Sat at Kroger. I wasn't moving fast enough for her I guess. I was holding my two year old and paying with my debit card in line, the cart was behind us, meaning the front of it was at my left hip. She shoved her cart against mine and pushed in into me. I looked at her expecting a bashful look of apology. She just gave me a frown and SHOVED her cart against mine again. I was holding my two year old so my hands were full. But I put my butt to go use, and shoved the front of my cart backward so it banged against hers. Then I looked at her like, aha ya old bat.

Pfft.

She just shoved harder. SO I stood there moving in slow motion making her wait. hehe. Ok, I know that's not nice, but the old bat was too impatient and I was busy!) HAHAHAH

See even a small trip to Kroger can give you something new to write about.
on Nov 18, 2005
Nicky..You will never be booted off the island!

You do sound like you are in a rut though. I don't know about doing something you hate, it could be fun.

Definitely do something different. I have these times too and I don't know how but they always pass.
We won't leave ya.
on Nov 18, 2005
Nicky
perhaps it's the change of the seasons.....?

both my sister and I feel kinda the same way you do, we've both lost interest in
Survivor, have felt down, and in general out of sorts with the world.

Hang in there