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Published on May 4, 2005 By crimson In Blogging
I've always been a tough girl.

By that, I mean that I was raised by a mother who took us to the doctor for any slight illness, who encouraged trips to the hospital for things that would get shrugged off after spending more than 6 hours in the waiting room. The scales were evened though. See, I was also raised by a father who would say, 'if it ain't bleeding, you ain't hurt.' He was the kind of guy who would step on a nail, have it poke through the skin, rip it out, slap some neosporin on it and walk away without even showing the slightest limp.

Two extremes. I chose my Dad's way of thinking.

But, for the past 5 days now, I've had a headache. Not horrific, but annoying. Annoying enough to consider taking some aspirin for, but not painful enough to bother. Instead, I've been napping, thinking that will help.

Does it?

Not really. Instead, it keeps me up late, and since I have no internet connection at home, I've been wasting time by playing endless games of computer Yahtzee.

But yesterday, along with the headache, I developed a pain in my right eye. Almost as if someone had punched me there. It started throbbing, and I ended up going to bed, being able to feel even the slightest movement of my eyeball.

I woke up this morning and everything seemed all right. Until about ten minutes ago when the pain in my eye came back with a vengance, and a persistent pain in the back of my head is making me feel nauseated.

And the battle begins: I'm probably going to end up battling myself, questioning whether I should go to the doctor to have it checked out, or just suffer in silence, steadfastly trying to ignore it all.

Tough girl... yeah, right.

Comments
on May 04, 2005
Sounds like if it's gone on this long and gettng worse it's time for a trip to the doctor. Could just be a migraine, but could be something worse.

I'm no advocate of running to the doc with every sniffle, but this sounds worthy of the trip.
on May 04, 2005
I hope you feel better soon. And a doctors trip does sound like a good idea.
on May 04, 2005
I also think it's time for a doctor run. This coming from someone else who followed in your dad's footsteps. Worked construction for 10 yrs. I don't want to think about how many nails I've stepped on.
on May 04, 2005
If you are in your early 20's it could be migranes. (They usually start in your early 20's and stop somtime almost as suddenly as they start) My wife has suffered with them since she was 25. She has taken counless medicines to no avail. They all seem to work for just a little while. If you are seeing spots, see a doctor soon. If not you should still have it checked out. If it is migranes you can atleast get something perscribed that will help make you more comfortable with the pain.
on May 04, 2005
Nicky;

I'll second everyone's advise--no harm in going to the doctor and having them look at it. Could be something simple like allergies that they can give you a prescription for, and having you feeling better in no time--no sense in being miserable when modern medicine has means of making you feel great.

Good luck--keep us posted.
on May 09, 2005
It could be a brain tumor, just now making itself known.


That's a hypochondriac's first thought!

Of course, I didn't go to the doctor... but I do have an appointment next week... the whole shebang. Thanks all!