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Published on November 8, 2004 By crimson In Home & Family
I mentioned it before; my grandmother died this spring. It's taken months for the probate to do whatever a probate does (to be honest, I don't even know what the hell a probate is!) but slowly, things from her now-sold condo are making their way into our family's homes.

I've lived a college-life existence. Futons, used furniture, and mismatching cups, plates, and silverware. I have more invested in books than anything else... I've got four large book cases crammed to overflowing. Kole, too, has odd furniture. We picked up a third hand junior bed, even though she sleeps in my decade old double when we're together.

I started moving stuff today. Gone is the red pleather retro-couch, replaced by my Nana's velvet-to-the-touch beige and wood couch. Gone is the black futon: it was too hard to decide which was less comfortable; sleeping on it or sitting on it for more than a half hour straight. I've got new wooden end tables and a matching coffee table now, and Kole's got a real single bed. My 80's double bed is being replaced by a nice, comfy queen-sized one. And I no longer have odd dishes and cutlery, but a whole matching set, including my own gravy boat.

I don't have new things yet, but I'm slowly starting to have an apartment that resembles a home, not a dorm room. I feel glad that I got to keep some things that belonged to my grandmother, who would have been glad to see it put to good use. It's never a pleasant to think that you are profiting from someone else's death. I'm not. I'm just happy that I get to keep some things to remember her by. Things that we can use, rather than just throw away.

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on Nov 08, 2004
And with all her stuff around you, you'll be sure to think of her often. I'm sorry to hear that she passed away last spring, but I'm sure you'll keep her memories alive.