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Published on September 27, 2004 By crimson In Blogging
My current supervisor is a nerd, straight out. All the girls are freaking out because he's so damned cute, yet I wonder if his obvious prime physical attraction overrides noticing his geek tendencies, or that these traits are all the more endearing because of his looks. Either way, I don't really care. I like geeks, I like hotties, but to tell the truth, the reason why I'm not all that impressed is because he is twitchy. He tires me out if I have to sit near him because he is always tapping a foot, keeping a beat with his hands... the amount of energy that he exudes does nothing to motivate me: it just makes me wanna have a nap...

My soon-to-be supervisor (because we are switching to midnight shift) is definitely not a nerd, he's a toughie. Most of the people at work don't like him because he's curt, not that expressive, and not a whole lot of fun. I happen to like him, which, i guess, is no surprise. Unavailable men, emotionally and otherwise are my forte.

My crush at work is missing me. hehehe. All right, I'm missing him. I'm continually being sent to different floors to work, and starting next week, I will probably never see him again. He didn't sign up for nights. The bastard. We talk to each other whenever we can, but... I'm either going to just have to write this 'relationship' off, or start being a little more proactive. I have no clue why I like him... maybe it's his voice. Or just the fact that he seems like a decent guy. I still haven't figured it out, and it's been almost three months now. Something's gotta give.

And while I realize this is all boring, trite stuff, I don't give a shit. I've got to make some attempts and making work more enjoyable. Our new contract is already a drag, and it hasn't even officially begun, yet.

Comments
on Sep 28, 2004

well i hope that things work out on all fronts... i'm sure you'll keep us posted