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Published on September 14, 2004 By crimson In Blogging
I've got less than an hour before work.

I'm waiting for my girl's bus to get back, and am anxious to see her as it's Day 2 of school. First days don't really seem to count; maybe even the first week. Because, it only takes about the long to get bored by it all... and then the whining, threatening, coaxing and promises will begin again.

She likes school. I miss it, a bit. I miss meeting new people, have new goals and purchasing promises of greatness about to be written down on virgin peices of paper. I don't miss the homework, or the boring pb&j sandwiches.

Work is work. I've got some good friends there. The job is just blah... nothing great, but nothing too awful either. I guess I want more, but will settle for security... for now.

My love life sucks, as always. I'm not too bothered by it. Frankly, the only thing I want to do lately is just sleep.

Am I depressed? I don't know. It seems impossible to be depressed when the sun is shining brightly, and it's hard to ignore that this will probably be one of the last great days before winter.

You know what they say about blogging in haste? I guess I should have waited a while longer until something better came to mind.

Comments
on Sep 14, 2004
Nic, at least you've got work Though being currently uneployed doesn't really bother me that much...yet. Still enjoying waking up at noon and not having anything to do. Alas knowing myself the euphoria will subside sooner rather than later.

I don't think you're depressed, just a bit under the weather I guess, it should pass.

Love life...that'll turn around, always does, it finally did for me after...well, a long time, hang in there
on Sep 14, 2004
i don't like to hear you down like this, nic. hang in there.

you're doing a great job with your daughter and that means you're second in line at the moment. take care of yourself .

mig XX
on Sep 16, 2004
Mack: It's good to hear that things are going good for you... errr.... besides that unemployment thing. Stay euphoric... you've got the next what? 40 years to find a job... hehehe. I feel much better today, thank you. My mood swings are so up and down, lately. Makes me feel so like a teenager again. If only. And love... ahhh love. You lucky man, you.

Mig: I applied for a new shift starting at work and found out that I got it last night. My hours will be 10:00pm until 6:30 am. Looks bad? Not really. It means that I'll be able to get Kole ready for school in the morning, sleep while she's at school. Wake up when she gets home, and hang with her until it's her bedtime. I'll be able to drop her off at my parents and then head for work. It's going to take some time to adjust to my schedule, but at least I'll have a chance to see her. Since this week's shift began, I've haven't been able to see her at all. 2 more nights to go.

Take care, you two!