I miss my girl.
I'm back on nights after 1 day off, and miss my Kole. I know I saw her this morning, but I just want to see her so badly, all the time. It it selfish of me to want to go back to the way things used to be, because then it would mean I would be able to spend more time with her? Starting next week, I won't be able to see her until the weekend. That's five whole days without her. The worst part is that I know she is only within 15 minutes from my work, but I still won't be able to see her. Right now, the only thing I want to do is to not send her on to Grade One, submit my resignation form, and just spend all my days with her. She's growing up so fast, and it feels like she's becoming a whole different person since I don't get to see her so much.
Is all this worth it?
Bleh. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day, but somehow, it's not looking like it, now.