It's just the same old song.
Yeah, I've got a bit of a flirting thing going on with a guy at work, that is probably only one-sided on my part, and just imagined responses from his reactions, but I am still going to categorize this 'burgeoning relationship' as being good to go. He hasn't dissed me, his responses seem good, but hell, I'm just too damned lazy to do anything more than imagine possibilities than actually see anything come to be. For now, I'm just having fun by having another crush. So what?
Ferris Bueller's Day Off.
I've been working for 7 days straight. Nights. And it's been both good and bad. The nights, I like for the sole point that, since Kole is sleeping over at my parents' place during this shift, I can actually go out for a pint after work. The sucky thing is that I miss her like crazy. I've shed tears for her, no shit. I feel like a woman who has no sense of stability but a work cheque. And how is this a problem? I know I've been bitching about been poor before getting hired, and living off the welly, but this is so much worse because I never get a chance to see my girl. In the past 8 days, I've seen her for no more then 10 hours. HOURS!!!! And I feel like crying again. Good news is that she comes home this afternoon. And I probably won't stop hugging her at all.
Simple minds.
I just can't respond to half of the posts on JU right now. Not decently anyway. So I take the option of not saying anything at all, on their blogs, rather than spew venom, accusations, and self-righteousness. To use Dharma's expression who stole it from someone else, I think: asshats.
Don't you forget about me.
My best friend is moving to New Zealand. She leaves in a month. And I'm going to miss her like crazy. Like I miss all of my other friends who have decided to leave town this summer. I miss that opportunity to travel, to do what I want to do. To apply for jobs that mean less money but more experience. To go to places unknown without any real assurance of stability of life after a placement program. But given what I do have, I wouldn't trade for anything.