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moving at warp speed
Published on June 23, 2004 By crimson In Blogging
Work sucks.

Well, actually, it's good, but I can't help but realize how fast time seems to have gone by in just one month. One month of missing morning coffee breaks with my buddies who go to work for noon. One month of actually noticing what I throw on in the morning. One month of packing lunches (which I realize that I hate doing more than anything else, even surpassing dishes). One month of not doing enough house work. One month of realizing that I will never be able to sleep in again.

Work is great.

In one month, I've met a lot of interesting people. Who are slowly becoming good friends. Realizing that one month is just enough time to develop a crush on my boss. hehehe. One month of a new income. I've gone out to eat a few times, and had more than a few pints on another evening. For the most part, I'm trying to be good. Trying. One month to know that I never want to go back to unemployment. One month to realize that some things in my life are changing because of my job. Hopefully for the better. But, slowly, I'm trying to set things straight by paying more attention to those that I've ignored in this hectic adjustment period.

Peace.


Comments
on Jun 24, 2004
Yay, good to see you're still alive and kicking Don't worry, you'll be fine, it's always difficult at the beginning, it'll get easier as time passes, fingers crossed
on Jun 24, 2004
Mack: Yep.... still drawing air. Work is going great, and though it's been on my mind a lot, I'm making a concentrated effort to focus on other things. My training period is going well, and I am getting very good evaluation scores, but the crap thing is that I am actually dreaming about codes, paths, and formulations. It's definitely not 'my field' at all, but I am loving a lot of aspects about it. In retrospect, I can't believe that I even got hired: I'm not sinking, but I'm definitely not swimming with ease, either. But it's a great challenge right now.